Current mood:

disgusted

After some time in poly, with new different environment & people, people are ever-changing, so drastically.. Everything's so different from the past. Besides people around me who change, no doubt, i've changed a lot too. But i didn't change for the better, instead, i've changed into a person that i think i'll hate myself to the core if i'm not me.

Am utterly disgusted with myself & my doing, so disgusted that i wish i can kill myself right now.
Must stop all my childish acts. I know what's right & what's wrong i know some things i've done today are freaking childish i'm gonna stop my nonsensical + attention-seeking acts I WILL STOP.

I should stop thinking so much.

You talk bulls. Your bulls don't make sense at all. I don't like entertaining to bulls like this. I'd rather you don't talk at all.
Anywayz, i think i should show more of my attitude face to people who deserve it. I swear i was about to punch ______'s face when _______ ............ !@#$%^&* TMD DIAM DIAM.

Majority of my classmates know about the "I'm so sorry i'm so sorry~" cheer (-____-) & they like it, seriously. INFLUENTIAL CHEER YOH.


My UT 2 grades are fucking disappointing. ZZZZZZZ....